I've had this faint gnawing feeling, a low-grade, fear that if I've lived my life with such delusion, fear and detachment how can I know what else I'm unaware of or of ways I am living that keep me from a full life, full expression, love, generosity, living God's will.

And this is the answer I got.

"Keep doing what you are doing. Study Torah. Pray. Seek. Make an effort. The truth will be revealed. The right path is the one you are on. Stay the course."

Right thought, right word, right deed. That is what struck me in the Zend Avesta. Those are the same words that Chakrapani urged me towards in my reading.

On page 86 in the Big Book it says: "In thinking about our day we may face indecision. We may not be able to determine which course to take. Here we ask God for inspiration, an intuitive thought or a decision. We relax and take it easy. We don't struggle. We are often surprised how the right answers come after we have tried this for a while."

This is what there is to do.